Feeling Itchy....

it is taking me every ounce of strength I have in my lil being to not call/email/stalk the law student boy, that I went ga-ga for back a couple of months ago.... ugh... alas that will never be, and I will always lack the self control that it takes to not drop that odd random stalkerific email that I really want to drop.... why?? I mean why would I do that to myself... in the strange world that I live in, all things that need to be said, must be said regardless of how ridiculous they make me sound... and I know, I can be quite ridiculous at times... fuck... but really and truly I think all girls are like this, I just have no shame in saying so... Thanksgiving is coming up and I know he will be back in town... and I think that is why I am nuts over it... every other boy has failed... either failed in becoming a real material relationship, or failed in being that really grand connection that I really really want... I could settle for the overly controlling opinionated southern boy that calls me way to much... but I wouldn't be happy... I could use and totally rule over the NYC transplant that has a book deal and manages an up and coming star but well, ewwww he is really gross, or I could keep chasing the older guy who seems to get me and like me .. but well that would be a waste of time, it will never amount to anything... but taking this break from dating has been good... I like me better minus the drama and crap. But I still really want to email the law student boy... he is just the cutest thing in the world.... can't I please, pretty pretty please?????

aside from momentary lapses in reason.... all is well... we finally got rid of all the Halloween Candy, hit up all the clearance and now have even more horrible Halloween decorations and costumes for next year... hooray!!!

The doggies are all adjusted and happy, happy.... the temps have dropped and it is now quite cold at night... the pups are sharing a dog house to keep warm... cute.. cute...